Musical

Ever since he and I broke up, I've been consciously changing myself, I think.
I cleaned and reorganized my room.
This weekend, I'm cutting my hair short...i think? I'm not sure if I want to. I keep waffling back and forth.
I bought a bunch of new, colorful clothes/shoes last week.
And for the past two weeks, Rihanna and Timbaland have dominated my iPod, something I find odd and not quite "me."

Today, I started getting back into Nine Inch Nails. They've been the driving force in my life for the past two years -- the one thing I'm glad for Jess's influence. After some shit went down last night from him, I watched the Beside You In Time concert again (first time in a few months) and felt almost instantly better.

Going back to these old values is necessary for me once in a while -- no matter how much I may dislike "With Teeth" I always go back to it every six months or so because it centers me once more on the person I was in contrast to the person I am/want to be.

I need to restructure myself constantly and consciously -- I need to focus on those things that are important and not be an idiot at school.

I really want this Humanities project to be over because I can't take the stress anymore.